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[05 Feb 2007|08:35pm] maturity is so subjective.  however, all i know is that i have the right to tell you that you are as immature as people can get.  how can someone of your age grow up with such massive tunnel  vision?  do anybody's elses feelings come into play in your own selfish decisions?  oh ya, that's what the word selfish means.  its kind of ironic on how i rely on you not being stable, it makes the continuous disappointments that much easier to get over. the hardest part though is watching you and realizing that maybe you really don't need me to get through life.  either that, or its just another one of your brilliant productions you love to put on. is honesty honestly that hard?  even if it is, at least i thought i, no we, were worth the honesty. but i guess thats just too much to ask for, but maybe i'm just being immature... who knows? 2 people rocked out to the music

[05 Nov 2006|09:46pm] i havent had the nerve to post because every time i look at your picture in my last post i lose it..i thought i would be okay but im just not. everything is overwhelming, and usually i could fall back on you to ask for your advice, or for you to at least distract me for a few hours. but now youre just gone, it feels like youre going to come back and say it was all a joke.  why can't you just come back to me? i miss you and i don't mean it in any way against you, but why can't i get over you leaving me?  why can't i move on?  youre never coming back.   i think you're happier where you are, but i don't even know if heaven exists.  all i hope is that karma does exist, and you got what you truly deserved. rocked out to the music

[20 Jun 2006|07:55pm] i cant believe it.. just 2 weeks ago you were in my living room smiling right back at me i love you chris, and you will forever be in my heart RIP krystopher dejon jackson 08/01/88-06/18/06 2 people rocked out to the music

[15 Jun 2006|12:00am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | red hot chili peppers ] vegas bitches!!! thursday - monday call me on my cell ♥ 1 people rocked out to the music

[09 Jun 2006|06:52pm] i guess im just a passive instigator for drama but i could care less about your insecurities..... you dont deserve my time to be wasted on you, because frankly youre immature, and its summer rocked out to the music

[05 May 2006|07:06pm] im sorry im letting you all down 2 people rocked out to the music

[12 Apr 2006|10:28pm] yay for spring break! mammoth from thursday-monday call me on my cell :) rocked out to the music

[19 Mar 2006|05:54pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | footloose!! ] (  ♥ kick off your sunday shoes ♥  ) 10 people rocked out to the music

[25 Jan 2006|08:07pm] is there seriously a thing such as rock bottom because i can never tell whether im there or not 4 people rocked out to the music

[22 Jan 2006|05:48pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] i met raab himself today! 4 people rocked out to the music

[13 Jan 2006|07:11pm] this has been the luckiest friday the 13th i have ever had 3 people rocked out to the music

[09 Jan 2006|07:14pm] ( my first time ) 2 people rocked out to the music

[01 Jan 2006|10:51pm] what a great yet weird way to start off the new year... second chances are allowed right? 4 people rocked out to the music

[23 Dec 2005|06:12pm] all i want for christmas is for you to look me straight into my eyes and tell me the truth & say i was right 3 people rocked out to the music

[06 Dec 2005|07:17pm] if you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. it can be anything you want: either good or bad. 17 people rocked out to the music

[02 Dec 2005|10:48pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | jack johnson ] tonight couldn't have gotten any better p.s. new layout 4 people rocked out to the music

[25 Oct 2005|09:08pm] you were the best dog a girl could have ever asked for i will miss you always sunny 6 people rocked out to the music

[28 Sep 2005|09:03pm] ya so this fire business the 2nd time around is still fucking insane 3 people rocked out to the music

[15 Sep 2005|10:38pm] to do list   a homecoming date a much needed 3-day weekend a chance to get away on that weekend solve friend issues solve family issues   why is it that the hardest thing to do is the one i haven’t gotten or done yet? 5 people rocked out to the music

[04 Sep 2005|01:28pm] this has possibly been THE BEST 3-day weekend of my life... 1 people rocked out to the music

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